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Day One [Apr. 10th, 2009|09:04 am]
[Current Mood |tiredtired]

Woke up around 5 am, went to the other room and read for a bit.  Laid back down around 7, but did not fall asleep.  Sir and I got up at 8.  He got ready for work, I got dressed and we went outside for a walk.  Only walked for about 15 minutes before friction became uncomfortable and I headed back inside.  I'm glad its cool out.

Came back inside, ate a peppermint patty to get the Lunesta taste out of my mouth.  Opened a bottle of water.  Need to up my intake to 4 a day.  I've only been drinking one or two.

The elimination of regular soda from my diet has already caused an improvement, as I've lost a few pounds.  Of course this might be off-set by the box of candy Sir's mom just sent = /  I have no self control.  That's something I should work on.

Mood wise, I've found the zoloft makes me much less irritable.  I tend not to snap over small things as much, like Sir coming home late from work, or driving down roads I don't recognize.  It hasn't done much to cheer me up though, or make me less...paranoid/anxious.  Yesterday my dose was doubled, so hopefully that will help.

Lately I've been feeling like the only reason I'm here is to keep my family from being sad if I was gone.

At 3 PM I got pretty sick.  Lightheadedness, dizziness and nausea.  I laid down, which lead to me falling asleep sometime after 3.  I briefly woke sometime around 6, but was still fairly sick and fell back asleep.  I got up at 8.  We ate dinner, watched some TV.  I took my medication (100mg Zoloft, 3mg Lunesta) at 11:30, and went to bed at 12.  We were intimate.  I fell asleep sometime after 2am. 

I drank two bottles of water, ate cheese and crackers for lunch, and 2.5 busicuits from KFC for dinner.  I had some various other candy sent by Sir's mother.